By golly gee am I lucky! :D

I just found $200 dollars. The same $200 dollars I hide from myself and hubby almost a year ago.

With this week the hub has off, it is coming in extremly handy since it’s not a paid week off for him.

Ironically I found it in a tux coat that we bought at about the same time for GNow I can tell him “I told ya so” He said long ago that I spent it, and I KNEW that I didn’t spend it.

I am a happy lady right about now.

A weeks vacation

This whole next week is a vacation week for hub, so he will be here all week, I imagine because he is here that I will not be able to post much, the guy games more then he talk some days. lol. So I will just be quietly prancing around behind the scenes as always. Thursday is thanksgiving, which will be busy again this year. Got G’s family all over the place here, and lot’s of chitlens for my kids to run around with, so it’ll be nice. I am in charge of a veggie side dish, so I am thinking a salad will do just fine, that or I will find something cool to do with some veggies. I miss being able to cook the whole dinner, there is no challenge in cooking one dish.

Mattman enjoyed his birthday and is still playing with his transformer helmet all day long, hopefully he will get out of it soon, or I will sneak some batteries away like an evil mommy. lol. After seeing the video about the helmet, eh wants to now get the truck gun, lord help me, if he had his choice, it would be everything transformers. I loved the movie though. I was thinking it would be a cheesy B movie, but that was so not the case. My favorite part is the end where Optimus Prime does his little speech, it’s totally fab.

Well I think that’s about it for right now.

peace!

This will be my new diary

Yup you read that title right, this will be the place where I rant and rave, I will not share photos here, this will purely be a blog to focus on my writing as therapy as I have wanted before, when I first started bloggin this is what I wanted out of blogging, so I am going to use this place strictly for that and nothing more.

peace!

WordPress or blogger?

I am seriously considering moving my blog over to wordpress, I really love that there are a gazillion themes to choose from, and have a lot more option then blogger does.

So in the next few days, I will experiment with wordpress and weigh out my options before I seriously switch everything over. I am familiar with wordpress and I think I will achieve more with that then here at blogger, but I’ll see.

Just so you know..

*EDIT* I just may start another blog over there, purely for something I will figure out soon enough. lol

My oldest turned five

It was a great day despite the downpour of rain all day.

A shameless photo post- Tater Capital

Downtown-1

Downtown2

From the freeway before downtown

All pictures were taken inside my car, and noone was harmed in the making of them. :p
I would much rather spend a whole day photographing in the city, rather then driving along and snapping at red lights.

Blabbering blubberings of muah

I have not a single thing to blog about, but a random slew of things. I get tired of random sometimes. I am so scatterbrained and focused at the same time, it’s an odd combination, but I tell ya scientists would be fascinated with how my noggin works.

The department of labor is fining us 2K for G not reporting employment after having UE, and not calling into their office again to report employment, even when the UE works out so that you have to call in order to ensure that weeks check. One would assume that if you didn’t call in that week, they would assume your working. So we have to pay back the funds received and charged a 25% penalty on top of that, rounding out to around 2K. It has been resolved for the time being, but it pisses me off that we were not aware of what was going on. Moving f’ks up a lot of things, and so do house fires, but that’s a long story.

Two days will mark the big 5 for my little Mattman, he is getting so big so fast. I won’t bore you with that talk, but just know when his b-day comes along a picture and sappy mommy post will come soon after. That’s how I roll.

I desperately need sleep, I can’t sleep when I should, and when I shouldn’t is the time I most want to. I am never tired when I go to bed at night, and am only tired in the mornings after getting up. I dreamed about Kimora Lee Simmons last night, not in THAT way, but it was weird. She’s first on the list of celebrity’s in my dreams, she should be so proud. I have seen her show on E and it’s ok, but nothing to fascinating, she’s a powerful woman though, I can give her that much.

I just got a stack of books from the MIL’s house, so I am excited about reading something that I haven’t read before, I really ought to run down to the library here and register with it, so I can start borrowing books, but I never think of it when I am out. What I am reading now is “When a child kills” By Paul A. Mones. Pretty fascinating, and educating at that. I hate the stereotype though, that the abused become abusers, and that an abused who’s not an abuser is a rarity. I have only read one chapter, and already I am finding out more about myself, and how I acted, and why I acted that way, perhaps it’s helping me, as well as educating me. I don’t believe that I am fully over my childhood, but I don’t dwell in it or let it get to me, but I recognize things in myself now, that are the end result of what I endured, like my character traits in my personality. Sort of freaky if you ask me, you truly are never over something, until your able to recognize that you are, with a new light.

Anyhoo I suppose I shall cut this short, I have got a lot of stuff running through my head I would love to blog about, but there is no sense writing a post that could be a book, even I wouldn’t go back and read it all again one day. I like to do that though, in my rambling posts, I go back far in my archives on my computer, and it brings back some great things I thought I forgot. Gah I am ending this post…Really I am… I promise.Yup that’s it. :p

The funniest thing I have seen all week

Proceed with caution it’s demented!

1. You’re just about to gorge on your Christmas Day meal. How many children in third-world countries will die of malnutrition and water-borne diseases while you eat?
Hey I am the one clogging my arteries with raosted turkey, and bringing up my blood sugar with some yummy apple pie, malnutrition..? So yesterday.

2. You rule the world. How long will it take before you order a missile strike?
After I order all to cannabilism, dead bodies need not take up room in the ground. Human carcass, the other white meat. It has a nice ring no?

3. What sort of roadkill would you most like to smell like?
Ever smelled a dead cat, a scent for the gods.

4. In less than one word, tell us all about yourself.
Important.

5. Did your parents ever look at you like they were sorry for getting drunk that night?
No they were sorry their hands hurt after slapping me around.

6. Complete the following sentence. “ … “
“…!”

7. Do you think a Dalek could beat a ninja? Why?
Ninja’s could spin circles around a Dalek, so there.

8. What is your most annoying habit?
You tell me, and I will try to do it more.

9. If you could be any infectious disease, which would you be and why?
Is being a pain in the ass infectious..? I could rule the world.

10. Do you think bent big toes are really ugly?
If they have what looks like a third joint, then no, a fourth.. yes.

11. If Julia Roberts did the biggest smile she possibly could, do you think the top of her head would fall off?
If it did, I would be there to catch it, sniff the hair and put it back on.

12. Keith has just asked you to take over as Head Honcho of efx2. How long will it take before you crash the whole place?
I don’t know enough to keep my head outta water, so perhaps long enough to save the women and children before it sinks.

13. If you could delete the most boring blog in efx2, would you start with your own?
The most boring blog would delete itself without warning, let’s play the waiting game, last one there wins.

14. Without naming names, who is your favourite blogger?
(Did no one know PD spelled favorite wrong, sheesh)

15. Imagine how you’d feel if someone liked you.
I’d be crushed, I set out to love and get rejected, I like that routine.

16. Do tapeworms really eat tape?
If PD would be willing to be my guinea pig, I can get back to answering this question.

17. Would you prefer to be a redneck or the bullet that killed one?
The redneck, rednecks are invincible, and breeding at a fast rate, bring your bullets on.

18. Is Sylvester Stallone really the American Shakespeare?
Who in their right mind thinks of Shakespeare and Stallone in the same sentence?

*This has been a meme brought to you by PD, he would take away the trolls under my bridge if I did not comply within the rules of his blog, so there.

**This has also been a statement of 95% fiction, Fact is so boring.

The Monday visit at the confessional

So it’s that time again, monday rolls around, and the Queen does her confession meme.

Confessions, interesting word ain’t it? It sounds dirty. When you think of confession you think of some deep dark secret no one but yourself knows. But nope, it can be something as little as I like blue. Or something silly like that. My confession today is a bit heavier.

I got in contact with my grandmother, she’s still the same old snooty thing she was back then, but in a softer way. She is sick with pneumonia and cancer, I dunno which kind. She’s got some time left though. I want to be a part of her life again in even some small way, but I am afraid I can’t get over the fact that she didn’t go to my mom’s wake, and the drama she caused when my mom was alive, is unforgivable. I can forgive the man who abused me when I was younger, and can forgive my mom for abusing me as well, but I can’t forgive her actions in the last year of my mom’s life. I am afraid I can’t look past it, and rekindle some sort of relationship with her. I want to see her again sometime early next year, hell I only live a couple hours away, but funds are low and the car most likely won’t make it either. On the other hand, I won’t be able to live without regret if she dies before I see her again.

That’s that for today’s confessional.