Lady Satan is near.

I’m unnerved.Long story short…The first woman G ever loved is in Idaho….within 20 minutes communting….She called the mother in law, trying to get info on him…Mother in law refused to give it. (bless her heart) She is the woman who tore G’s heart out stomped on it and ate it until it’s death…He ended up in a cuckoo house for a couple days because of it..tried to commit suicide…It’s all old news..Or is it..?He said a couple years ago he will always love her in a way…That disturbs me…I hate her with a bloody passion because of what she made him go through..She played him like a deck of cards over and over again..He is showing interest without acknowledging he is showing interest in getting in contact…I know I am just being insecure…she just makes my blood boil..and I haven’t ever met her, or spoke to her…I only know what G’s told me about her. He spoke about her alot when we first got togethor, I know practically everything about her and him back in the day, it wasn’t pretty. She is also the woman who destroyed G past the point of fully loving or trusting anyone else ever again. I can say that with confidence, because G has said that himself. I spent the first couple years of our relationship trying to prove to him he could trust me and allow himself to fully love me. I think only now he does with me. Lady Satan best not step too far past any boundaries, or she’s going to meet her match. G is loving how pissed I am. He is playing it like a game, he just called and asked me to look up the prefix for her phone number that he called his mom for today. He laughed the whole time, little bugger.

I need to breathe.

This post really goes to show how friggin grown up I am eh? Sheesh. I really need to just forget it.. maybe.